"we are awake, aren't you gonna wake up and play with us?"

Oh gosh, seriously i think i'm at the edge of loosing my strength handling all 3 babies. Yup, other people also have kids, some even more than mind. But we are talking about 3 kids below the age of 2 years here! And Yes, no doubt I do have a maid...but I'm not the type that leaves everything for her to handle.I just don't have the heart to let (and see) the kids trying to occupy themselves with the maid. Besides, I believe maid is for house chores not to raise the kids...

Thus despite being tired, it’s not easy to just sleep in while you can hear at the background the lil rascals voices playing outside and both trying to open the door of the room but being stopped by the maid. And when they managed to get in, one will climb the bed (of cause that would be athirAh) while hArith would be pulling my toes. And as you open your eyes…you’ll see their faces with such innocent eyes trying to tell me “we are awake, aren’t you gonna wake up and play with us?”

Of cause they would be doing the same to their pApa…but pApa would just continue sleeping thus ended up I’m the one that gets up and play with them. Although after a night of getting up couples of time (to breastfeed uZAir) I just wish I could sleep in a lil’ longer but the faces that the two lil’ rascals give in the morning make it just impossible to ignore them.

And now, it’s past midnite. hArith is sleeping upstairs but grandma is out having coffee with friends (while grandpa is away for work) . Thus I have to on the baby monitor to hear on him from downstairs and get ready to run up if he gets up… fearing he might fall off from the bed. To this minute I have ran up 3 times, cause even when he coughs I quickly ran up before he gets up and realized he is all alone up there. My eyes are very sleepy but I know anytime soon uZAir will be awake for feeding.

And tomorrow morning again I’ll be awaken with 2 innocent face inviting me to play with them. Oh I’ll just have to wish that they don’t wake up their usual time (6:30am for hArith, and about 7am for athirAh) so I could remain under my comforter a lil longer after my subuh prayer…

**athirAh just woke up, i'm glad with a lil lullaby of "subhanallah, wal hamdulillah wa lailahaillallah huallahu akbar..." and a bottle of milk, she's back in her lala land.